Tired

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of the nightmares. i'm tired of faking a smile. i'm tired of being scared. Most of all, I'm just I'm tired of being tired.